actually... im not that excited after all to get a bose set. the bose set is now happily sitting in its box. im so lazy to clear my room to create a space for it. ughh.

im in a foul mood today. no idea why. moodswings. moodswings. mood is swinging. growlllls.

this morning, i was thinking of many many things. basically.. friends and the word trust. sometimes i think i trust too easily. i mean.. there was one incident that taught me about trust. how you can never trust the people around you. not all. happened about a year ago.. actually make that 2 incidents. one happened at around errr, last year's july.. and the other.. last year's october.. after the O levels. and btw, i dont think im being a petty bitch over here rambling about things that happened in the past. i just cant get over how i was fucking backstabbed.

UGHHHHHH. i hate myself for acting as though everything's alright.

can you count how many true friends you have?...
and i mean.. TRUE. people who dont backstab you. people who dont betray your trust. people who are always there for you. think about it. how many people around you are truly your friend.

ugh. mood swinging. i've said enough.